kendras poetry

I look at the night sky praying for a shooting star so i can wish for you to be forever mine. The night will forever and always be our place

where we can sit by the fire looking at the stars

sharing life stories that have helped shape us into who we are

So let’s go on some late night adventures

like sitting in the middle of a highway for a picture

or stopping at a creepy gas station so we can get some crappy pizza

Laying in the trunk of a car so we can look for the big dipper as we are driven home

The sky and the stars look down on us

watching us love each other wholeheartedly

Watching our whispers of promises

To love each other no matter what

You look over at me and smile

I look at the night sky and i finally see a shooting star and i make my wish

You asked me what i wished for

And i simply said..

you.

When an anxiety attack comes to you as a blue dragonfly

You can’t help but want to keep it in a jar.

You keep this jar with you everywhere you go

The dragonfly whispers sweet nothings

While sitting in you backpack at school

He’s bothering you to let him out

But you won’t.

He bothers you and bothers you

Until you feel like you are going to go crazy

All of a sudden you start to feel sick

Your stomach hurts

And you feel like your going to pass out.

You wait to let him out until you’re at home

And when you let him out he flies onto your chest

He sits there for what seems like forever

He starts to get heavy

Heavier by the minute

And now all of a sudden you can breathe

But he still just sits there.

You beg for him to get off but he wont

And now you remember this is why you keep him in a jar

You keep him in the jar to protect yourself

But it’s the same thing every day..

He calls for you, waiting to strike you at your weakest point

When you get nervous he can tell

He buzzes around in the jar

Begging to be let out

And then..

The same thing happens again.